A lot has happened to me since my previous posts.
I went through hell for a couple years there.
I don't have my best friend as my best friend anymore,
she was basically tired of putting up with me.
I miss her sometimes, but I know she won't answer me.
She was a great friend. She also said things growing up that make me question who she is as a person. These things were words like, "There's 2 girls in my class that are best friends and kiss each other on the lips."
or,
"I wouldn't mind dating you."
I'm not attracted to her like that though.
Losing her wasn't hell, just part of it.
We were close since elementary.
I struggled with one